January 2010
I gave away my I <3 boobies wristband to a customer I had, because he had breast cancer n he was in town to do public speaking it was hella touching.
They only tell us were stupid n naive for taking them back or being unable to let go because of what they see from the outside but if they knew what was inside our hearts then their opinion would be completely different.
“I love you. 8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning. A couple seconds to say, but takes a...”
– (via myheartislistening)
The damage has been done, you really did a number...
I don’t know who to trust anymore, if possible to even trust. I feel emotionally detached. I can tell this is going to be very difficult. But my pursuit to find love ended today, forsure. I don’t wanna look anymore. So I’ve decided to become a pimp. Cause now I know I won’t be able to catch feelings as easily. But if there’s someone who finds me that I find back, I...
I don't have anything good to talk about anymore.
Which is actually a great thing. no more stress, no more tears, no more bitching, no more jealousy, thanks for fuckin me over my love. Thanks for confirming my very inner buried thoughts that had gone away once I “trusted” you. haha. SILLY ME.
I'm really not diggin this
This whole wake up in the middle of the night because my hearts aching so much. This whole I wish I could take it back thing. This whole crying thing. I ended our friendship for good, I’m not puttin it on pause because I’ll never completely get over you. I’m done with you, I’m done with us. Our relationship, our friendship. I love you but goodbye.
Yesterday was actually a good day. Maybe being back at work brought me up. I love that I have hella attractive coworkers hahaha :) I have a fat crush on one.
Why do people say they're afraid to love again?
When they’re really just afraid to get hurt.
7481. i love you, but i shouldn't. you treat me so...
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I hope that meant I don’t deserve the way you treat me, at all. I actually deserve better, but I don’t want better, I want you.
You're my best friend and more.
So treat me like one. Don’t fight what we have. Don’t push me away. I chose you over so many people and things. Don’t you understand that? Don’t make me regret that. Not many people understand why I love you. I dont understand either. But I do. So just let it be and stop pissing me off. Don’t make my fight for this victory a loss.
Trust me,
I trust you, I just hate all your exs. haha, they warp my mind. But I’m sure they hate me too but I don’t care. I don’t care if you’re still friends with him, but if you check up on her and you guys occasionally cuss each other out, then, well that sucks but I’ve got nothing to be afraid of because I trust you. You told me you love me so, I believe you. And baby, I...
6920. i'm not weak; maybe i'm just too tired of...
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Some of my biggest pet peeves.
pokness:
When people can’t be thankful enough for the things they already have, and insist on always getting more unnecessary things just cause. I call that affluenza, look it up.
When someone messes up something I just spent a lot of time cleaning up.
People who get mad when they don’t get EVERYTHING they asked.. No I mean BEGGED their parents for. Spoiled, ungratefulness in general.
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You can learn a lot about someone by the music...
I got bored and I’m neglecting my American gov homework.
1. Misguided Ghosts -Paramore
2. Try Sleeping With A Broken Heart -Alicia Keys
3. Sex Therapy -Robin Thicke
4. Now The One You Once Loved Is Leaving -Lydia
5. Breakeven -The Script
6. Somebody To Love -Leighton Meester
7. Hey Soul Sister -Train
8. If The Moon Fell Down Tonight -Dear Juliet
9. If It Means A Lot To You -A Day To...
Every time i see your smile It makes my heart beat fast And though its much too soon to tell I’m hoping this will last
Cause I just always wanna have you right here by my side The future’s near but never certain At least stay here for just a night I must’ve done something right to deserve you in my life I must’ve done something right along the way
I just can’t get...
I still get a tremendous amount of butterflies when I think about our first kiss, don’t take that away from me. Don’t make me hate myself for thinking about that moment. Because as of right now, that’s the only moment that keeps me warm.
14142.) "i love you" "i love you too" "forever and...
(via blogsecret)
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me...
13961.) You've broken my heart multiple times and...
“You know you can’t give me what I need
And even though you mean so much...”
– If It Means A Lot To You - A Day To Remember
I read this from somewhere else.
I grew up is what happened. I looked around and if God is supposed to be around, why is the world so messed up? For me, it isn’t because God gives us hardships because it’s his way of testing us or something, because we sinned so now we have to deal with it. No. It’s life. Everyone goes through it, everyone has to deal. I see great people go through the worst things because of life. Where is God...
My whole life revolves around your absence until I...
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14108.) I keep the real me locked away, hidden...
(via blogsecret)
14013.) They all thought I was the homewrecker,...
(via blogsecret)
Don't know enough to say "fuck love"
I don’t know what love is, will I find out? Can you show me? Can I find someone who will? Seriously, what the hell is it? Is it real?
I put on this tough exterior, I pretend I never cry, I put my guard up and I have a lot of pride, but the thing is, I’m so afraid of you breaking my heart again I pretend I don’t care about how you make me feel but I don’t want to convince myself anymore. My tough exterior is cracking along with my smile.
“Just listen to me we can’t go on pretending to be like we’re so...”
– Black Roses - Trey Songz
Im not leaving, you’re pushing, so should I push back…or should I let myself out?
We just took a huge step back.
BIG SIGH.
I’m gonna leave it ALL up to you now, no more effort from me, thank you, buhbye.
Don’t get me wrong, I know you have strong deep feelings for me, but sometimes you don’t show it. It’s not that I NEED to be reassured, it’s just that I like the feeling. Is that too much to ask?
Just wondering.
You kissed me, that means you like me right? You told me you like me, that means I should believe you right? What happens when you stop kissing me and when you stop constantly telling me you love/like me? How come words lose their meaning in no time? Just wondering.
I'm kind of addicted to tumblr now, also TFLN. →
I think you scare me more than anyone in this...
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“You see, I can be myself finally, in fact there’s nothing I can’t...”
– ‘Hey Soul Sister’ - Train